Honestly, am wondering if this post gonna be useful? Would you read this post after we lost in contact a year ago? Well, I guess am not going to wait your answer, because as usual, I don't need any reason for what am going to do, as long as you were the subject. Wherever you are, I hope you do nuts deed, like stalking on my blog. Impossible, eh? Whatever. A wish is a wish.
So.. should I start with 'how are you' or 'hows life' in the beginning of this post? Nggar, I guess I have no time to make a small talk. You know, if a hug could be typed in a word, I'd type it in a huge font! I really miss you. I never thought that I'd be this lost without you. I tried to live my life since you're gone. I tried to pull away everything about you, your phone number, your photo, your email, your postcards, anything. But, the worst thing ever is I do have my memories.
I remember, the last moment with you, when I had no words to say, even for simply sorry. Ya, people just right, this's too late. But, now, me do the right too, because what's more right than saying the truth of 'you still own me'? There's space here in my heart that would never be owned by anyone. You're still the one, Nggar, and I miss you. Get well soon. Happy birthday!
Anyway, once you get in Indonesia, please lemme know :)