Friday, March 23, 2012

Gratitude

A stranger is just a friend waiting to happen..


Now I know why I was so scared before. That's because I took a chance. I let my self hanging in uncertain situation for unexpected end. You know, it feels like going outside your blanked when it's winter. Who would? I personaly won't. But, sometimes, it's not about whether you want or not, more than that, it's about ever or never. For a simply ever, there's so much predictions. And for simply never, there's could have, might have, and should have. What's more sad than last three things, eh?

Practically, try something new isn't as easy as I imagined before. You have to go outside your comfort zone. You have to learn anything simultaneously. The conditions and people around. Yep, it's all about adaptation, again and again. But, don't you know, through these new things you'll know how to appreciate anything around you, even for the smallest good thing ever. Because uncertainty makes you have no good expectation, so if something good happened, you'll easily realize it.


Tuesday, March 06, 2012

Ten hours left, should I?


It isn't like what I guess before. I never thought I'd this afraid eventually. You know, this trip should be the most awaited trip in my life, but apparently it appears like something scared me. I don't know if it caused by my step away from my comfort zone or I just haven't prepared yet. But, do I need prepared? No, I planned the spontaneous here. So, what's the problem then? The only thing I worried lately is about the purpose. The more it close to, the more I got the question mark. Sometimes I feel like runaway, but sometimes I get my confidence too. And finally, it goes worst when I have nothing to decide.