Friday, May 25, 2012

Forgiving without forgetting, but leaving.

After all this time, for the moments we've been through, the understanding we've been given, and any rough words that might be hurts, or even pains which haven't healed yet, I still sure, I have no reason to feel regret. I don't know why I could say so, since both of us knew how this story begun, how many times I warned you about karma as my revenge intention, and blaming you for all my tears above what 'they' did. I am sorry. I am so sorry for everything I am, for my disability to forgive you, and forced you to keep understand at its disability.

Thank you for letting me learn how to forgive, even it means I have to leave it all

Je t'aime ...

Friday, May 11, 2012

We're human, we get error, it's normal. (Really?)

It takes sixty-five thousand errors before you're qualified to make a rocket
Dear Werhner von Braun,
I have no intention to be a person who qualified to make a rocket. I just want to be a person who qualified to get over every error that I made. So, I think, it'd be good if you can suggest me how much error I must pass 'till I can be what I want. Actually, I guess it must be less than sixty-five thousand, or even less than its half, right? Because as I know that my wish isn't as big as a rocket.
Many of life's failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up
Dear Thomas Alfa Edison,
I am 22 years old, and I'd love to watch Dora The Explorer. Sometimes, when I see her maping a way to solve the problem, I was amaze. Ya, I wish I have a great map too, so it can warns me to walk any closer to my success point before I decide to stop and give up. Anyway, by the quote, do you mean Dora's map looks cool than Doremon's magic door, don't you?
The greatest mistake you can make in life is to be continually fearing you'll make one
Dear Elbert Hubbard,
Hand's up! This is what I feel now. I'm enough with my joke.

Wednesday, May 09, 2012

Enough for blaming the time, Kid!

Time is the wisest counsellor of all. -Pericles

Me, myself personaly, don't know how time works. How come it could be a theraphy to heal a scar, a fairy to say, "it is your turn to achieve happiness", or even a stuff to prove you that you've done anything bad long ago. I don't know how this simply term could do 'till it brings a good reason for people to feel regret or extremely right. Is that a time that decide anything eventually?

Maybe I have no option, except, to recognize how big the ability of time, how time could influence you to do something opposite in a case. Just like a time when you feel extremely right after going through some improper men and finally found the right man. Time brings a wonderful feeling at that time. But, how it goes, in a time when you realized that you've been with another improper man again after going through some improper men? Deepest regret, for sure.

Well, this proves that actually you choose what you want to feel after all, but what you always do is measuring what will you get after you please your time flies. In the end, you'll put a blame to the time just because you didn't get paid worth for how long you've been waited. You don't realize that the task of the time is just to make sure you can see anything clearly, so you can decide it, whether its right or not. Time has not a liable for what you get after you decided. Simpler, don't you need a time to prove the right man? Ya, so, it's also valid for proving the improper man! Time helps you, people! And you should not ask for getting paid. Be thankful, at least try it now.