Sunday, December 16, 2012

At least, she is choosing a path. You?

"Destiny is not a matter of chance, it is a matter of choice. It is not a thing to be waited for, it is a thing to be achieved."                                                                                    -William Jennings Bryan

I am always impressed when people say 'path'. Ya, actually, we have way, road, or line as its synonym. But, I guess there's an unique feeling that inevitable, it drives my curiosity about this special term. It brings my mind to make a related analogy. Classic Tari :)

Have you ever stepped on a path? I mean, path as literally. Me personally, ever stepped on a path, after ended up for a street. I remember, it was full of question marks. The first question that came in to my mind was, "Am I on the right way?". My first step on that path was a doubt. Slowly, very slowly. I'm staring to everything around because I need to make sure that everything is okay.

When I wrote this blog, I am judging my friend. She's getting married tonight. And ya, she is 22, just like me. I've been thinking, "What the hell is she thinking? Baby? Living wholeday at home waiting her hubby to come  back everyday? No party? Even for travelling? Come on!". 

But, here I am. I just realized that apparently I am the chicken here. She is choosing already! It looks like ... we both step to one path, and when I see there's no light around, I stop. But, she's continuing to step. She's choosing to start, through and see what was it in the end of the path. And I? I'm nothing. I just collect my questions here.

Saturday, December 15, 2012

You know, it's like .... a hunch.

Forgiving is not that easy apparently. Dealing with thing like this has never been so bored. Too much things must be controlled. Mind, attitude, habit, even heart. Is that possible? I'll say no. But, ya, again, I'm still the old Tari who believes in something strange. I ever heard any conversation about one thing that called hunch. Someone asked, "How could you recognise something as a hunch?". "It's easy. It'd happen twice. First, in your deepest heart, and then, all around you is repeating the same thing, over and over again. You feel like something outside is collaborating to bring you to this path.".

So, just like this quote. It came into the mix. Somehow, it delivers the right feeling why I chose to say goodbye after all.
"If one girl is not enough for you, you are not man enough for me." -Evette Carter